It is another day

I sit back and stare off into this so called life,i wonder about the love i have for the woman of my dreams,and wonder why i just cant get her out of my mind,or my heart,i recently found myself in a situation,taking care of a drunk friend who had called me for help,she had fallen asleep in my lap,and all through this situation i remembered my feelings for the one girl who is allways in my heart,i remembered the way she felt in my arms,as my friend fell asleep on me,tears formed in my eyes,and i had wished for the one i love to once more be mine again,i know through alot of things there was miscommunication,and misunderstandings,but how are you able to just let love go.....my life has been hell without her,my heart my mind,my everything,it seems as though nothing else matters,everything is mute,and im numb....i hope for the day to come again where i will be able to hold her in my arms,and look into her eyes,everyone has 1 thing in life they want,i just want true love...it was there,and i miss it...i do the best i can to not let reality get the best of me,but at this time in my life....all i can do is live life everyday,and hope that she will one day remember the way i looked at her,and know my love is real,and want back what she knew was real....until that day,there will allway be a perminant void in my heart that contains a love deeper than anything in this life,it is a true and natural love,that only she can bring out in me....in closing all i can say is Kim i still love you with all my heart,and soul,your still the one and only for me,and thought you dont even want to be friends anymore,i just wanted to let you know your still very much a part of my heart,the 14th is coming up once again,and all i can do is remember the look in your eyes,and hope that one day we can talk again....i miss you......a moment in my life and forever in my heart.

Robbie D